kelly you were dating josh i was living with him that is how we met then one night i saw you again at the strip club i recognized you but did not know how i knew you then another night you danced for me and knew my name i said do i know you and you reminded me of how i knew you you showed me your secret i tipped you i was afraid another day i noticed you on the street i approached you because i thought it seemed appropriate under the circumstances but you were acting as if everything was normal and clearly it was not you said you were meeting someone about a job i said do you know your dress is undone you laughed and said of course i know i am a stripper what do you think then someone arrived and you introduced us and you said goodbye and i looked at you and i said to you you don't know about josh do you and you said what about him he's not dead is he then you laughed and i said actually he is i thought you would know you were in a state of shock you did not believe me and you started to cry and the man who was there told me to comfort you and i tried to but i think you needed space and i apologize for that day it was bad <                        >